Insomnia Café
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Chapter
One: The First Villain
Daniel.
Well, that is
his real name.
When he first
came in to my café I admit even I was attracted to him. He was just my type.
The opposite of what people expected from me. He was smart. Sweet. Polite. A
Gentleman. Should have known he was gay.
What I would
find out later was that he was a villain.
But honestly,
what is a villain? Nobody is born a villain. They are made that way.
Sometimes, it is
just the choices they make that seem for the greater good that turn around and
bite them in the ass.
One event.
That is all it
takes. One event.
Rather the event
takes seconds, days, weeks, months, or years. It just takes one event to change
the hero into the villain.
But sometimes.
Just sometimes,
it can take one person to save the villain and redeem them; then again…
Sometimes the
villain doesn’t need to be saved…
Daniel was one
of those villains that didn’t need to be saved. Yes, he was ‘evil’ but what was
evil? I mean was anybody pure evil? He wasn’t. After all, I happen to know he
has a soft spot for kids.
But when I first
met Daniel he was just a typical customer who came in and got a cup of Earl
Grey tea and sat down with his notebook and ignored the world around him.
One day as I walked over to refill his cup he asked me a
question.
“What are your thoughts on humanity?” He asked as he shipped
his tea.
“As a whole we are pretty fucked up. The general population
is blind to the majority of what is going on in the world. It takes something
major for them to wake up. Example that fucking man in his underwear flying
around dropping things through roofs just so he can catch a ‘bad guy.’” Yes, I
made the air quotation marks. “We are always in a hurry. Why? We all live. We
all die. Good. Bad. All subjective.” I picked up a few scattered newspapers and
magazines. “What are your thoughts?”
“Humans are needy creatures who need constant praise and
validation that they are doing right. It makes them the perfect species to
dominate allowing my world domination plans to come to fruition.”
“World domination?”
“Well, yes in general. I will be ruler.”
“How about free will? Freedoms. The ability to make our own
choices? I would never be subjected to a totalitarian rule.”
“I mean.... you are right people have to make their own
choices and have free will...” He shrugged. “But the majority all want someone to
make the choices. To give them the illusion of free will. To give them the
illusion of a choice but no actual choice. And of course, you would be exempt
from my total rule. You are neutral territory. And you don’t treat me
differently. You are different.”
I snorted. “Okay, Daniel. Cause any damage to my shop and you
pay for it.”
Daniel smiled. “Of course, dear Switzerland.”
“I do have a name you know?” I laughed.
“Well, yes. But I like your code name better.”
“My code name, given by you and not the one I had for the
government, is a name of a country.”
He shrugged. “What was your code name?”
I smirked. “Pray one day you don’t find out Daniel.” I walked
back to my counter and back into my kitchen.
We had conversations like this for a while. He would try to
get details from me. And I would get details from him.
“You are a genius! Why never go to college?” He asked one day
when we were discussing some math for some weapon he was creating.
I just raised an eyebrow. “And how do you know if I have or
not?” I asked as I turned and served a guest their coffee and doughnut.
Daniel sighed. “I hacked your file. Found you graduated from
high school right before you were fifteen.”
“So?”
“I even was sixteen when I graduated and I am a certified
genius with an eidetic memory!”
“So?”
“You must have a similar mind as mine!”
“Or I am a very good forger.” I stated as I turned to go into
the kitchen for a moment.
“That may be but this was when you were a child! You had no
reason to forge a picture of you in the paper getting your diploma!” He yelled
back at me.
I came back out with a try of cookies and put them into the
display case. “I will make you a deal Danny Boy. Tell me why you choose this
path,” I waved my hand towards his ‘evil’ plans. “And I will tell you why I
didn’t go to college.”
Daniel looked at her and tilted his head. “I will get one
question a day and you will answer me truthfully.”
I nodded. After all I had a silver tongue and could bend the
truth, it was an easy concession.
Daniel sighed. “It wasn’t anything big in terms of world
destroying, besides my world. Really. But it was enough for me…” He shrugged.
“It was fifteen years ago…”
Daniel was happy. He was thirteen and he finally had heard
the words that his father was proud of him. Why? He had fought back and broke
that face of the older boy who was bullying him. His father was a blue collared
worker and had been an abusive drunk towards his mother and him. It was why
Daniel escaped into his studies. It was why in three years he would be out of high
school and able to escape for college. He was fascinated with technology and
engineering and already had a few patents on a few different types of pieces of
technology. One day he would own his own company. He swore it to himself.
But there was something about that pride. It gave him a rush. He wondered what it would
be like to stand up to all those hurt him. Or dare hurt his baby sister. She
was only five and such a smart cute child. Soon he found himself taking martial
arts classes as well, and he got himself a bit of rep of taking on the bullies.
He was a ‘hero’ in his neighborhood. He used his brains and brawns. It wasn’t
long before he had an outfit that would move with him but protect him from
knives that the thugs carried. He was close to making it bullet proof even! He
could grow up to be a hero!
He was sixteen when it all went up in flames. He had tussled
with the wrong ‘bully’. That would end up being the catalyst to his change.
He had to leave for an award event and would be gone but a
day. He was so excited. It was a scholarship to CTU! Charles Technology
University was the best in the country for engineering! He would be able to
make so many connections that his dream of having the leading company in the
world for technology advancement was slowly moving forward! He had packed and
kissed his sister goodbye, made sure there was food in the fridge, and made
sure that bastard he had as an old man had enough beer to pass out to leave his
mom and sister alone. Though the man had yet to lay a hand on his baby sister. He left for the event; today would be the
start of getting his mother and his sister away from the man that hurt them. He
swore it. He promised it. And he wanted to be a man of his word. The superhero
of all stories.
Daniel was on top of the world. He had gained the
scholarship. He was talking to all those he needed to know in the industry. He
was coming into his own. He was so happy. So, so happy. Then his world
shattered. His teacher who had given his name for the award came up to him.
“Danny, we have to talk. Come on.” Mr. Hendry took him into
an office. “Danny, I am so sorry, but your sister, she was attacked and
killed.” He told him.
Daniel froze. He started thinking a million miles a minute.
He would make sure nobody hurt anybody like his sister. “Who? And how?” He
asked when he spoke. It was a deep whisper, dark and full of pain and death.
Daniel
shook his head, “what followed was horrible. He told me only what the cops told
him. But I hacked the files. I saw what that monster did to her. I swore nobody
would be killed the way she was again. At first it started as vengeance.” He
stated as he sipped his tea looking at me. “Of that I will not lie. After
awhile they labeled me the villain. I killed. I didn’t care. After all, my
sister couldn’t live why should others. Then that self-righteous prick started
trying to tell me I was the villain, and I thought how one event broke the hero
in me. I am just human after all. And though my attentions can be good, I will
be cast as the villain. I started out a childhood hero, and then my
moral compass was broken in the name of trying to make the world safer so
nobody else’s world would be shattered like mine was that fateful day. I just
kept making hard and harder choices, more questionable choices for the greater
good; and in the end I realized I was the villain. I want to dominate to
prevent the pain I felt, that I feel. After all, grief doesn’t end. It becomes easier
to deal with daily. The wound of that pain never leaves you; it just becomes
less of an open wound and more of a scar. So that is my story.”
I looked at him. “College wasn’t my place. I was nothing but
a street rat, I could fight, crack shot, I may have a mind similar to yours,
but it was broken a long time before I left for the military that faithful day
so many years ago. Maybe, maybe, one day you will learn my story.” I filled his
cup and walked back to the counter, leaving him his thoughts.
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