Long time no write

Okay now as you know I am writing my story at www.anunholycreation.blogspot.com, but lets talk about what is up with me, nothing much training for new skills at work, worrying about money the normal things and have weird dreams, about instant messages and quiting and firing and saying how many of something each Matt i think it was write ups and they get one a piece, and about blow jobs, joking  instant messages about blow jobs, with the main boss at this new job then the person coming to my house (MY OWN) and talking again about blow jobs but I tell him no until something then I wake up.... very very weird