You whisper your secrets in my ear
Because you are too afraid to face your fear
As a woman I am dead to you
But my heart it still loves you true
I know I should leave
But the pain would cause me to grieve
my heart is full of the creases you made
Leave now and let them please fade
I just want to pick up the pieces
As my love for you decreases
But you stay as I fade away
Soon my heart will start to decay
I am dead to you
My heart loves you true

Book one

I just hit the forty thousand word mark and I am about half way though the first book it has been kinda easy up to this point with the story I started this story one in the beginning of April to get over some writers block on another story but I am loving this one a lot more I have a basic outline for the ten books and what main events are in each so book one should be finished next month sometime if I don't run into any issues.  Wish me luck!

Welcome

This will be a blog of the updates and my pains on my 10 book book series I have nicknamed Katy Lily.

I just wanna tell ya how it is
I just wanna show what I mean
I just wanna feel your kiss
I just wanna be your queen

My heart is in pieces
The damange done by you
The pain it never decreases
But I still love you true

I just wanna forget about you
I just wanna be happy again
I just wanna live my life true

I just wanna my life to begin
My heat was in pieces
The damange was done by you
The pain it has decreased
But I love myself true

Writing

I am still writing, and chillin' I am alive and well, well maybe not well, i keep getting a dang cold...

Not doing much

I really don't get why my cousin thinks i am gay, my brother told me there was a discussion on this matter!  Well my words to them are I am not gay and my sexual orientation is not up for discussion, why do you think I choose dare and not truth when we played truth or dare....

Dreams

Still having the same recurring dream, I had that freaky dream again, nothing has changed I am sitting at the window in this white room wearing a white nightgown and holding a baby in a white blanket everything is white, I am looking out the window to a sunny day I am sitting in a rocking chair and everything appears to be white, I am crying silently, the only color is my gold wedding band and a brown frame holding a picture, I can't see the picture very well....